Saturday 9 April 2011

For Jigten: may be that is how he feels


He doesn’t want to see her face but his heart is still naive. Should he be complimenting her master mind? She played it so well……….too good…. that he hates himself sometimes for being so much a fool. He took her as the inspiration to see the future………he indeed saw her in the future. He made her the reason for his smiles everyday and the one to take his belief in love to a higher level. She is pretty good at breaking hearts, I guess. Nevertheless, she did open his eyes and taught him how to look at things properly………Should he be blaming himself for loving her with all his heart? Or letting her rob all that he had.
He doesn’t blame her much…what can he do if she loves someone else better. But she should know that it aches a hell lot inside. Tears may be reluctant to flow out but only he can hear how hard his heart cries within. He doesn’t want your sympathy or your synthetic love ……..and he feels sorry for the other guy if that’s what you offer to him as well. If you find what’s called ‘true love’, if there is one, in him then he wishes you all the luck. If you are playing another dirty game then he thinks you are the loser and life will laugh at you in the end.
When you left him with his eyes open, you shut his heart down. The wings are broken and he cannot fly anymore. He thought you were his world but he was just living in someone else’s. Well, when he find his true world and learns how to fly again he might look back at you and maybe, thank you for teaching him recognize the REAL one.